The life of a new Mommy!

So I am now officially the mother to two children. It still seems weird to say that and D-man is already over two months old. He is a pretty good baby. He was a little colicky at first but seemed to get over it soon. He is a good sleeper and went into his own room alot earlier than his sister did. Life has been crazy with two kids, but not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I have always heard that going to two children is really hard. It has been a change but not as bad as I thought it would be. The biggest struggles I have is with "Mommy Guilt". I have a busy, social toddler who just wants to be played with all of the time or be a very big helper aka little mommy. Then I have a newborn that I know isn't getting held as much as his sister. Then I have a house to take care of, a husband to take care of and a part time job. On top of all of this I am trying to start a embroidery business and I have jumped into Spanish once again, trying to get fluent. I definately have to stay more organized as a mother of two and it sure does take alot longer to get out the door. And on those random days when I get a couple of hours to myself I feel guilty for leaving the kids with my husband or my parents. (like I am slacking on the job or something, I know this sounds ridiculous) So all in all life has been great just trying to figure out how to balance life without going nuts. It is hard to explain this frustration and I have no idea if this post is making any sense. So here is to staying organized and not having so much Mommy guilt!
Hope you all have a blessed week!